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Bio...
~My relationship life~
I am married now!! Todd and I have been together for over 5 years. So that means I am very happy and very unavailable. I am hopelessly devoted to Todd. And now Todd and I will be expecting a baby GIRL into our little family. Her name is Lily Nicole. I adore her already and she's not even here yet. In sincere honesty though, I have never been more scared in my life then now. My world of consistency yet the occasional flight from reality is turned upside down. I know my judgement and my heart; it naturally guides me through this new chapter that's unfolding... however to rely on those things with faith can be a little hard. Guess I see how human I truly am. All in good time, one day at a time; I remind myself... and through that constant reminding, I become more and more of who I want to be, who I'm meant to be.
~The Facts~
I am the youngest of 5 siblings. There's my sister Cori, Nicole, Tiffani, my brother Jake, and then lastly me. I was born August 31st, 1987. I live right near most of my family members; which is great since I am family oriented. My sisters and my Mother are my heroes and my dearest friends.
~Past~
In school even till high school; I was that girl that danced randomly during class. Laughed out loud during quiet test times, spoke out to my teachers when needing an answer... which annoyed everyone.. I always had a question. I fought bullies in school for hurting handicapped kids; then my mom would get the phone call... I was also the girlie nerd who was scared of everything but somehow stood out enough to be noticed. People knew me in school and they either liked me or not... (Yea I sang Footloose in school... so what?)
Growing up with seeing 'Mans' short comings/failures; voiced prejudice towards special needs people made me grow a chip on my shoulder even till now. Seeing the bleak emptiness and cold ignorance, made me know then and there at a young age without even understanding it, I placed average people on a higher standard... (If I am making sense. I expect more from people, on so many different levels because of my childhood. My brother never had a baby sister once I hit the second grade... he had a protector.) In high school it got better but every now and again.. little sister would be there, and then.. there was trouble :)
~Now~
I hate make up except for eye liner and I don't style my hair often. I am your country girl meets girl next door.
I am sometimes a pessimist (who isn't?) but mostly a idealist. Always hopeful. I love to laugh . . (who doesn't?) Even when I am so furious at a person, it only takes moments before they get me laughing again... that's love for you though. I'm gonna be honest. . . I lack confidence in myself, and I also can be vain in my insecurities. But Hell, that's probably the most severe of my negative traits.
I am argumentative, (some say stubborn), irrational when upset, a flirt, a creative thinker, talkative, passionate, an enthusiast, and emotional. I wear my heart right on my sleeve. If a friend cries I cry with them. I'm here with you every step of the way. I take loyalty, faithfulness, and love seriously. I have no time for games when it comes to those things. You either be faithful, loving, and loyal to me or hit the road. Now now don't think of me as cruel or heartless, for I am not. I am sensible and honest. And if you give me your loyalty, your love, and your complete faithfulness; you'll never find a better friend.
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